Yesterday was a rough day for me, personally. I had one of the biggest anxiety attacks I've ever experienced, which led to medicating myself with anxiety pills and spending the majority of the day feeling like a zombie. I didn't start to feel better...
You see, people like us, the misfits and maladjusted freaks of society are the most amazing people. We're superheros. We grow up being taught that who we are is wrong and we get beaten down into submission...
Imagine what our world would be like if everyone loved themselves so much that they weren't threatened by other people's opinions or skin colors or sexual preferences or talents or education or possessions or lack of possessions or religious beliefs or customs or their general tendency to just be whoever the hell they are.
I really don't like admitting this to myself or anyone else, but, the truth is, I'm a co-dependent. My wife and I are both co-dependents upon each other. I have had co-dependency issues for all of my adult life, especially when I'm in a relationship with another person. Alone, as a single guy, I never feel complete and whole. I NEED another person in my life to make me feel
So, my feeling is that it doesn't really matter what it is that we hold onto tightly and try to protect about ourselves, most of us feel like others just wouldn't love us or even like us the same way if they knew about these things. I've known people that hid their ethnicity or their religion because they feared backlash from others. Certainly, coming out as Gay or Lesbian is a typical kind of thing to hear about, but we can come out about
Today I asked my angels to choose an oracle card that would help, not only me, but anyone who reads this post today or in the future. They chose to speak to me through the Keepers of The Light deck
I've spoken of the angels before. I rely on them quite a bit when life gets overwhelming. On normal days, I tend to talk to my Guides and let them help me figure out my life issues, but when the going gets rough and I'm sick or scared, it's the Angels that I call out to. I used to ask for a specific Archangel